Monday, February 2, 2009

stop fucking judging me

i know inever update
i know im seeing a guy who doesnt appreciate me enough/at all but i do it anyways
i know he sees his ex too and it drives me up a fucking wall knowing it but i continue anyways
i know i may move into an apartment when i dont have a job at the moment
i know i super fail at trying to get a job (but i AM trying)
i know i drink at home alone and get drunk off a beer and whatever
i know i have a profile on a sugar daddy website and i may meet them and especially if its the 25 year old cutie from georgia offering 3-5k a month
i know i still dont have any of my financial aid infomration and may have to drop out of i cant afford it
i know i take too many baths and there is a knot in my hair and it pisses me off
i know i mumble and my phone makes a weird buzzing noise and my vchat is weird and pixelated and it makes it hard to talk to me

but fuck it all im happy! and i have a few incredible friends that love me inspite of it
and quite frankly i know its all about to fall to pieces but let me just try to duct tape it up one more time?

2 comments:

Unknown said...

dude you have a sugardaddy account? :O so scandalous and enticing at the same time. must update me if you find someone lol.

betsw said...

pshhht. it will all work out. its not falling apart and being duct taped together, the bad parts are falling off and leaving holes for the good ones to fall into place. if it's right, it'll fit just perfectly, no tape needed. <3

ps the word verification for this was "singe."
Merci, beaucoup, mais la souris est en dessous de la table, le chat est sur la chaise, et le singe est sur la branche.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1sQkEfAdfY
<3 eddie izzard