Woah woah woah

so im like twenty years behind right? so im uhhh gonna have a long one... sorry kids
or not depending

I made a list of things I want to be like/do when I'm older... realization. must be rich. a brief sampling :
-Have a jewelry box that my daughter sneaks into to play with the pretties
-Surprise husband with lunch randomly
-Be a member of the Junior League/Country club
-Constantly have baked goods around the house
-And because of that, exercise on a regular basis (ideally I want to be that mom who wakes up at 5 am to go for a jog, come home, shower, wake kids, make breakfast... but well... I'm working on it)
-Have cocktail parties
-Know multiple languages and travel often (this is expanded later)

I also made a list of things I dislike about myself that I can help change. It appears that everything comes back to self-esteem and being comfortable with myself. Huh...

I also made a list of places I want to go before I die:
Moscow
Paris
Nice
Monaco
Ireland
Venice
Rome
Santorini
India
Japan
Bali
Peru
Argentina
Egypt
Holland
London
Madrid
Kenya
South Africa

Like I said. I better have money
And to go with that list here are the languages I want to learn:
Fluently:
French
Spanish
Italian
Passable/Basic Knowledge of:
German
Gaelic
Hindi/Gujarati
Japanese


I also made lists of things to do before 2010 and things I want to bring with me to college for my room
which sort of led to a panic attack at work about how I wasn't going to get in anywhere and how I'm going to be stuck here forever
Basically hyperventilating and having vertigo for an hour and numb extremities... so... we just wont get into that right now.

Also I just realized I have NO clue where my phone is... balls...

I really want to visit my friend Susana right now. In Tucson. I miss her lately. It's been so long since I saw her. Sorry that was random.

My favorite things lately:
Sunny days where I lay in the grass and just be
Mad Men
That green dress I found in the boutique in Tucson *gah I want so hard and it's gone*
Save Your Skin in Rainforest
Naps at work
New stationary
When my hair is all curly
Dark red nail polish
The Golden Compass
60s clothes
Stars
Your New Twin Size Bed
Karma Police
Be Your Own Pet

And Now I'm going to go to bed rawrawraw
After one more post ha