update 2

You know what I love? (this is where you all say “no what?” or “yes you love me but what else dear caitlin?”) I love when it’s 3 am and you check your email and you see you got an email from someone that you really like and youre all shaky and happy after reading it. Even if it’s a boring nothing note, just whenever they talk to you that’s how you get all breathless and excited. Okay so maybe the shakiness is more due to the fact that it’s 3 am and youre awake, which for me generally means you are FREEZING, but I never notice im cold until after ive read it and im shaking.
Oh berkeley boy... Seriously... Why do I like you so much? I barely know you but I get crazy butterflies whenever I see your name.

Oh fuck
Now the list of things to do this weekend (before my trip to berkeley to see the ladies) is rather ridiculous:
Write my philosophy paper (thank you cory for reminding me it’s due youre a saint among men)
More importantly figure out what the fuck I’m writing it on
Before Tuesday
Also figure out if I have a test/midterm/etc in mythology and study for that... Perhaps I can do that on the plane today?
Unpack
Find all of the beautiful clothes of mine that went missing in the move
Find betsy’s birthday box, repack if necessary, add to if possible
Do laundry
Meet up with my boys and jane and numerous other people that I haven’t seen in awhile
Finish applications/essays/etc.
Make my skin radiant
Figure out what to wear to this post-game-bash at eric’s (you hear that mills ladies a REAL PARTY! It’s my vote, obviously, that we go)
Repack for magical trip to see magical love of my life betsy (and maybe go on a date or two with magical berkeley boy) note, this time bring razor, it actually matters this go-round
Sleep (oh god I do miss this one, and I get the feeling it will be falling to the wayside this week... But I sleep so well when it’s in the arms of my beloved so whatever... Although I canNOTsleep through brunch Saturday, just in case they have my fucking chicken tenders... Then again if they do they probably won’t give them to me because thats just the way mills is with me it’s a love-hate-hate-hate-love-love-hate-hate-hate relationship. Love the people so very very much, hate the actual school... It’s complicated)
Go to work
Don’t spend any money unless necessary... Or it’s utterly perfect

Suggestions for any one/all of these is SO welcome

Oh fuck and write eric back (obtain number?)


Okay it’s 3am I have to be at the airport at 11, probably wake up by 9 and be gone (becky has a friend in town this weekend so we may breakfast with them, utterly unsure) and repack and shower, I would like to not fall asleep on the plane as, obviously, I have a shit-ton of work to do (oh fuck I didn’t pre-check-in... Balls) and whatever I can do in flight would help out oodles... And then I have to go home start the unpacking process, catch up with family friends, and be in bed early enough that waking up for work tomorrow won’t seem ridiculously painful. And then I have work/class until 9 get home by 930 and write my fucking paper due the next day... I would say fuck I planned badly but I enjoyed my time off... So I guess it’s one of those situations where you have to plan for your long-term mental sanity and hopefully it all works out...

But seriously... BED! Night everyone!