fuck...

my life
fucking boys ruining everything, not just for me but for like all my friends too
fucking everyone going to college and me staying here... my life on pause as always fucking doing nothing and feeling so lost and everyone else just moving along without me and whatever
fuck my package getting lost in the mail
fuck everyone who keeps ignoring me
fuck being unable to go out alone without seeming weird/desperate/a loser
fuck my phone falling apart and having to get a new one

im so fucking done with everything
seriously
if it wasnt such a hassle and caused so many problems...
i would seriously consider ceasing to exist
ugh can i just go to sleep and wake up when the universe decides it doesnt enjoy making me get my hopes up that life is good and then making it total shit?
that'd be great too bad that probably won't ever happen



and fuck the fact that everyone will probably see this as caitlin trying to get attention as always


im sick of people so much i don't even want to get into it