but it involved me trying, and failing, at long boarding, sneaking out of my house to go bicycle riding at 11pm... swimming and playing a terrible game of never have i ever... taking a single hit and freaking the fuck out because i ended up so blazed
not sure i want to try that again... then again i started to freak out cause S, i was smoking with him and T1, flipped out and started searching for his ipod and being just kind of crazy in general... also i was afraid i was going to make a fool out of myself so i wouldnt move or speak... and my vision just kept shaking... as soon as i could i went home and crawled into bed... unfortunately it wasnt QUITE worn off when i went to work the next morning...
yeah... and thats the readers digest condensed...
so uhm in other news... after S flipping out and him driving me home and just last night in general i realized i am not really into him anymore... T2, still very much so but... idk T2 may smoke, but he just ends up chill and happy and flirting with me... S smokes and goes nuts over his ipod and i know that sounds ridiculous but i was scared... like he was scary...
also when T2 dropped me off after our night at his house with the dancing to the beatles and the cuddling all night... he waited until i had crawled back through my window, closed it and waved him away and shut the curtains before he drove off... last night... S was gone before i was even to my window... and i know thats ridiculously stupid but... it makes a difference to me you know?
anyways hilarious story from the other day... so i was walking back from lunch to my work. and this guy, like 45ish is walking towards me as i go to the doors of the building and he checks me out, (i mean it was kind of a standard outfit for me, pumps, pencil skirt, hair in a bun, red lipstick and my huge sunglasses) and says hey... i say hi back and he asks me if i work in the building. figuring he has a question im like "yeah i do" and he then... asks me for my phone number... i was like "uhhh im only 19" and he freaked out a little said "WOAH!" shook his head turned around and walked away without another word... i laughed for the rest of the day
sadly i will not be at TDK tonight... im actually super upset that im not going to be there for the midnight showing... but im thinking that i can maybe mention how sad I am to T2 tomorrow, oh yeah he offered his house with some finagling from T1 *thank you forever* as a replacement since my parents arent leaving and i still have alcohol and people i want to hang out with for that night... so i figure i will ask him how it was he will go on and on about how badass it was and ill be like im so disappointed i didnt get to see it... i wanted to go to the imax but it was sold out and then my group kind of disappeared... and now i dont know who i can go with... *bats eyelashes pout lips* and this is where he will hopefully say he will take me to go see it
although more likely than not he will say oh man that really sucks yeah it was so goodblah blah blah and then be carried away when someone has a question about where paper towels are or something like that...
So tomorrow im doing my part for the economy... im spending like 100 bucks at a salon, getting my heels repaired (i tend to break off the tips of the heels so it ends up being like a metal rod for a heel, not so bad except when youre walking on tile... and the crunching it makes on asphalt isnt so pleasant either...) drop off dry cleaning/mending, stop at this little boutique that i love. its crazy expensive BUT the outlet version just opened up in the same complex as my shoe repair place... so im HOPING that i can find some rock and republic jeans for cheap... or a cute top/dress for the party
thats the other thing... i want to make sure i look super crazy sexy hot for the party because a) its my party, even if it is at T2s, and i plan on making sure that he lets me hostess AND clean up afterwards, not to mention the food im bringing is going to blow their minds... (my famous tiramisu brownies, the amazing but so terrible smores pizza pie thing, etc etc) b) i KNOW im going to hook up with T2 again... cause uhm... we kind of always do now... seriously its just like a given... c) there are a couple other cute guys coming... and while i dont know them super well and they may have girlfriends or i know they are interested in someone else... god dammit i still want every guy thinking "jesus christ she's hot"
is that so terrible?
yes... yes it is... :D
anyways a dear old friend just texted me and shes feeling "too pretty go home" and while i just got out of the bath and am sitting in bed in a mens button down shirt with my wet hair thrown haphazardly into a bun... im so with her... i feel too pretty to be home right now
so i guess were going to try to go out... thank god i dont have work tomorrow morning right?
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