what am i doing with my life?

so i hated my college last year... the people i made friends with were amazing but it was NOT what i was expecting and it wasnt a school that fit me. so i was transferring

but of course they fucked it up... in fact pretty sure everyone i know who has tried to transfer has encountered crazy amounts of roadblocks that the school randomly throws in their way... like "losing" the request to send someone's transcript. so i encountered some issues, and i decided to take the semester off. i will be working and using this time to get all the paperwork in line and making my application amazing...

however this brings me to the question of... where do i go? i really love small liberal arts colleges... and ive been told to look into Lewis and Clark and Pomona. but obviously i need more suggestions. i think being in the northwest would be nice, and i definitely want to stay on the west coast, far away from my kind of crazy family... and i would really like to be in a place that is environmentally aware... of course this is making lewis and clark seem even more attractive

but T2 goes there and i dont want to be stalker girl who goes to the same college as him after hooking up a couple times... but at the same time he KNOWS ive been looking into it, and seriously, as much as you dont pick a college because of a boy, you dont NOT choose a college because of one too right?

but still i need to find new places... i had really contemplated colorado college... i really love the way they approach education... buttttt the issue there is that its in colorado... and while i can do chilly i dont think i can do cold... and certainly not like colorado cold... 

of course my aversion to cold sort of is a road block to my desire to be in the northwest... jesus this is hard

and then i have to try to figure out what im going to major in... im leaning towards english... today at least, with like a minor in communications or economics, or something marketable... i would really like to go into public realtions but.... what do you even major in for that?

and then... im going to need to make up the semester off so i can graduate in the spring of 11... wont be too hard, a few summer sessions... ooooh and at lewis and clark if you take shakespeare in the summer session you get to go to the oregon shakespeare festival... 

but anyways let me know if you have suggestions of schools... i need them terribly