do i really need to come up with one of these?

Im feeling so not that creative tonight. Last night was so incredible. I hung out with G and one of her friends that I sort of know. We walked around Tempe and stopped at Fascinations. Which is a sex store. Never been to one. It was interesting and got us discussing sexuality and the way society views it and how their views and expectations affect us. Really great talk and they are hysterical fun girls that I enjoy hanging out with. Anyways we walked around and then drove the other girl back home. G and I stopped for gelato and then somehow ended up at T2s house. He had some other people over. This guy, J that I've met once or twice, his sister and her boyfriend-ish, and some skanky girl that left pretty soon after we left. Anyways. J's sister and her boyfriend ended up leaving. J, G, T2 and I ended up staying up drinking a little wine, and having just incredible discussions about society, literature, cultures, everything. It was so so so nice. J and G ended up cuddling, they are cuddly people, actually we all are, either way it didn't really mean anything but then I tried to cuddle with T2... except... he had fallen asleep like... 20 minutes before... fail... i know

anyways we ahd been doing all of this on the trampoline outside and so we all got up and went inside because we could see the sun was coming up and none of us wanted the night to end. so... we went inside. J and G cuddled some more and talked. T2 laid down on the couch and went to sleep. J and G moved to a bed to discuss (no they didnt hook up... they just wanted to be able to comfily spread out... I heard them talking and laughing all night) and I fell asleep briefly during all of this. I woke up alone and crying, nightmares a lot lately, so I got up and wanted to sleep next to someone, but not bother anyone. So I tried to sleep next to his dog. Addie is the perfect dog but she would NOT sleep next to me. So in my half awake stupor i was like fine! F-YOU! got up and went to the couch where T2 was. He didnt wake up... So I slept on the other side. Woke up again cold and was like grr where are blankets? oh well pillows work. So I grabbed all the pillows Nearby and piled them on top of me and fell asleep again. T2 and I woke up around 9 and went to join G and J, who had stayed up all night talking. We hung out together for awhile and then we all went home.

J was really cool though and he offered to help me out with a lot of my school stuff. I had mentioned how worried I was that I would end up totally with a lack of intellectuality after everyone went away to college. Guess waht? He goes to ASU and is helping me pick out good classes with excellent professors at one of the community colleges. He claims that this one professor changed his life, and got him into all of thse colleges. and that the classes he took there were better than anything at ASU. Sadly very believable. But this one professor, he teaches philosophy and is very respected in his field as well as apparently being a total badass. J and him are good friends and he thinks this guy will write me a recommendation letter or two when I apply to my colleges next semester. So he and I are going to hang out this fall, and he's driving me this week up to the community college to sign up for a couple classes. It ought to be very nice

Still unsure what to think about T2. Seriously thinking he's not interested anymore. But whatever we still hangout as friends which is like... the most important to me. He's seriously an incredible person. Anyways, G is housesitting again the next two weeks. I'm very excited. Another couple of places to hang out and maybe party a little bit. God I need my own place... why is January so far away? So G and J and I are all friends now. and J is friends with T2. So we will probably all end up hanging out together a lot the next couple weeks. Also... he still has my alcohol. a handle of vodka and some triple sec. Slowly I am reacquiring all of it. I got two bottles last time I was there haha.

In other news:
My car is making terrible noises and I think it's gonna fall apart soon... fuck...

Also I had had this list of things that I thought would help make sure I was in a good mood that I wanted to happen:
-Good intelligent discussion with peers (check!)
-Cuddle with someone (... not so much... but soon. Maybe J will be a cuddle buddy? I need a few of those)
-Watch a great movie with some friends (I'm working on it)
-Find an excellent book (Also working on and at the very least, Breaking Dawn this Saturday. YES!)
-Become a ChaCha guide. (check... it's so easy, you just find answers to peoples questions and you get paid to do it. no set hours, just whenever you want and have time. half the time its just advice. seriously. you guys should look into it. comment or message and I will give you info on how to apply for it. it's not that hard and you can say i referred you and i will get money for it hooray! haha)


So I've been doing the ChaCha thing in my spare time the last couple days... Just random times like waiting for someone to come pick me up to hang out, waiting for the water to boil while cooking, whatever, and I've made 20 bucks already. it's the best!