addiction

so i have a bit of an addiction

im not gonna lie i really do

its shopping

now dont get me wrong i actually used to have panic attacks over spending money... but never on this one thing... i could buy this one type of thing for the rest of time and never feel bad about spending the money... 

lingerie

seriously its ridiculous ive never really had anyone to wear it for, no not even my boyfriend of two years... long story but he was very much a keep your clothes on kind of guy... but i just love buying it... now this causes problems because... well its an expensive thing to be addicted to buying... luckily im an awkward bra size and im not all about the peekaboo leopard print see through lingerie things... i try to go for subtle and classy sexy... so i dont buy a whle lot... but when i see something i DO like its hard to hold back for me... except when they are OVER the top expensive

as is the case with agent provocateur... seriously just look at their stuff... unacceptably amazing... and its like... 100 bucks for a bra... sigh not to mention the garter belt and the seamed stockings... and the panties and just *sigh* it all equates to 330 dollars for the set... 

now in completely other news

my plans for the night fell through

no dancing

everyones busy

i went to coffee with a random friend... she encouraged me with T2 and told me that even if things dont work out i should look into the school he goes too because she htinks id love it there

i wanted a cocktail so bad... or a smirnoff ice... mmmm

and now im trying to plan for next weekend... green vintage dress? or jeans and a top? or a dress that i will look hot in? what to wear what to wear... 

also i found a handle of vodka the other day

i forgot that i had hidden it until i found it... haha oh man good thing my niece didnt sleep over on my couch last night or else she would have found it...